Healing the Void: From CEN to Wholeness, A Psychological and Seasonal Journey

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  • Preventing Attachment Issues: Supporting Children of Fearful-Avoidant Parents (+free PDF)

    Introduction: The Pain of Seeing Harmful Parenting Patterns

    It’s one thing to read about attachment wounds in books. It’s another to witness them unfolding in real time, especially when a child’s emotional safety is at stake.

    Imagine this: You’re at a playground, and a toddler keeps looking back at his mother for reassurance. She responds by ignoring him, turning away, or even pushing him toward other children with an anxious “Go play! You’ll never make friends if you cling to me!” The child hesitates, his distress growing, and the mother sighs in frustration. Later, when he cries at bedtime, she insists he “self-soothe,” despite his escalating panic.

    If you’re healing from fearful-avoidant attachment yourself, seeing another parent unknowingly pass down the very patterns you’re working so hard to unlearn can be infuriating and heartbreaking. Your body may react with a surge of rage, grief, or helplessness—especially if you see clear signs that their child is developing the very attachment struggles they fear.

    But what can you actually do? How do you regulate your own emotions around this? And if you want to help, how do you communicate in a way that won’t make the other parent defensive?

    In this article, we’ll explore:

    • How to manage your own emotional response (so you don’t spiral into anger or despair)
    • Why fearful-avoidant parents unintentionally create what they fear most
    • Ways to gently open their perspective without triggering shame
    • The science of attachment and how to explain it simply
    • When to intervene—and when to accept that you can’t control everything

    Let’s start by understanding your own reaction first.

    Regulating Your Own Emotional Response

    Before addressing the other parent, it’s crucial to attune to your own nervous system. Witnessing attachment wounds in real time can activate deep emotional pain—especially if you were once that child, longing for attunement but met with distance or fear.

    Why This Hits So Hard: Your Body Remembers

    According to polyvagal theory (Porges, 2011), when we see a child in distress, our nervous system may automatically mirror that distress, especially if we’ve experienced similar pain. If we haven’t yet processed our own wounds, we might react from a fight response (anger, judgment, a strong urge to “rescue”) or a shutdown response (hopelessness, emotional numbness, or dissociation).

    This is not a sign that you’re overreacting—it’s a sign that your system is deeply empathetic and recognizing something familiar.

    How to Regulate in the Moment

    Instead of letting these emotions spiral, try:

    1. Pausing to Notice Your Reaction
      • Where do you feel this in your body?
      • Are you clenching your jaw? Feeling a pit in your stomach?
      • What does this reaction remind you of in your own past?
    2. Grounding Yourself Physically
      • Slow your breathing (inhale for 4 counts, exhale for 8).
      • If your hands are shaking, press them against a solid surface.
      • Feel your feet on the ground to reorient to the present.
    3. Using Self-Talk to Shift Perspective
      • Instead of: “This is unbearable! This poor child!” → Try: “This is painful to witness, but I can stay regulated and compassionate.”
      • Instead of: “This parent is ruining their child!” → Try: “They are repeating what they know, just as I once did.”
    4. Giving Yourself an Outlet
      • Later, journal about your feelings.
      • Voice-note a trusted friend who understands attachment healing.
      • If the feelings are intense, process them with an inner parts dialogue (IFS-style) or through somatic movement.

    Once you’re more grounded, you can assess whether and how to approach the other parent. But first, let’s unpack why fearful-avoidant parents often create what they fear most—and why shaming them will never work.

    Understanding the Fearful-Avoidant Parent: Why They Create What They Fear

    A parent with a fearful-avoidant attachment style often carries conflicting fears about connection. On one hand, they deeply fear being abandoned or unwanted. On the other, they feel overwhelmed by closeness and emotional dependency—which can make parenting especially triggering.

    What This Looks Like in Parenting

    Because they fear their child becoming too dependent or too anxious, they may:

    • Sleep train early and rigidly, fearing their child will become “too needy” if comforted at night.
    • Encourage independence too soon, pushing their toddler to interact socially before they’re ready.
    • Ignore clinginess or distress, hoping the child will “toughen up” instead of realizing this increases fear.
    • Struggle with emotional availability, becoming distant or inconsistent in moments of distress.

    Ironically, these very behaviors reinforce what they fear:

    • The child becomes more clingy because their emotional needs aren’t being met.
    • The child becomes more socially anxious because they aren’t given a secure base from which to explore.

    This parent is not acting out of malice—they are repeating what was done to them. They were likely given the message that needing comfort was weak or that being “too soft” would make them fail in the world. They may still believe that.

    How to Approach the Fearful-Avoidant Parent Without Making Them Defensive

    Fearful-avoidant individuals tend to shut down or lash out when they feel criticized. Directly telling them, “You’re making your child anxious” or “You’re damaging their attachment” is unlikely to go well. Instead, use strategies based on motivational interviewing, gentle curiosity, and offering safety rather than judgment.

    1. Start from Shared Concerns

    A great way to open dialogue is by mirroring their fears back to them—without blame.

    Instead of: “You’re making your child more fearful by pushing them.”
    Try: “I totally get why you want your child to be confident. It’s so hard to see them struggle socially.”

    Instead of: “Ignoring crying doesn’t teach independence.”
    Try: “I used to think that comforting too much would make kids more dependent, too. But I read something interesting about how secure attachment actually builds independence long-term.”

    By aligning with their desire for a strong, confident child, you reduce defensiveness.

    2. Share Small Insights, Not Big Corrections

    People are much more open to gentle shifts in perspective than being told they’re wrong. Instead of lecturing, share your own experiences or a small, digestible fact.

    Example 1: If they say, “I don’t want my child to be one of those kids who clings to their mom all the time.”
    You could respond: “It’s interesting—apparently, kids who get their emotional needs met early actually become more independent later. I thought it was the opposite for a long time.”

    Example 2: If they say, “I need my child to sleep alone. They’ll never learn if I keep coddling them.”
    You could say: “Yeah, sleep was such a struggle for us too. I came across something on how co-regulation at night actually strengthens nervous system resilience in the long run. I was surprised!”

    This plants a seed without confrontation.

    3. Acknowledge Their Own Pain

    Fearful-avoidant parents often parent from fear—but underneath that fear is pain. They weren’t emotionally supported as children. They had to self-soothe before they were developmentally ready. They might have been shamed for needing love.

    If you sense an opening, you can gently reflect this:

    • “It’s so hard when we didn’t get that kind of support ourselves.”
    • “I know for me, it felt scary at first to parent differently than how I was raised.”
    • “It’s tough when we’re just trying to do what we think is best, and there’s so much conflicting information out there.”

    This validates their inner wounds without blaming them.

    Once you’ve approached the conversation with warmth rather than judgment, they may be more open to gradual shifts in perspective. But ultimately, you can’t force someone to change—you can only offer gentle insights and let them process in their own time.

    Now, let’s explore how to support yourself emotionally when you feel powerless in these situations.

    Regulating Your Own Reactions: Managing Rage, Grief, and Helplessness

    Watching another parent unintentionally create the very fears they are trying to prevent can be deeply triggering—especially if you’re healing from a fearful-avoidant attachment style yourself. It can stir up rage, grief, and powerlessness:

    • Rage at the unfairness of it all—why must another child go through what you did?
    • Grief for your own childhood, seeing the same patterns play out in front of you.
    • Helplessness because no matter how much you want to intervene, you can’t force change.

    These emotions are valid. The key is learning how to hold them without letting them consume you.

    1. Recognizing Projection: Are You Seeing Your Own Past?

    One of the hardest truths in healing is that sometimes, we react not just to what’s happening—but to what it reminds us of.

    If another parent’s behavior sparks overwhelming emotion, ask yourself:

    • Am I reacting to their child’s suffering—or to my own unhealed pain?
    • Is this anger directed at them—or at the adults who failed me as a child?
    • Do I feel helpless now because I was helpless then?

    This doesn’t mean your feelings are wrong. But separating past pain from present reality can help you respond more intentionally, rather than being swallowed by emotion.

    2. Using Somatic Regulation to Move Through Big Emotions

    Since fearful-avoidant wounding is stored not just in thoughts but in the body, purely rationalizing won’t be enough. You need to physically discharge the overwhelming emotions.

    Try:

    • Shaking out the body (releases stored fight-or-flight energy)
    • Breathwork for nervous system regulation (slow exhale longer than inhale)
    • Holding your heart or self-soothing touch (signals safety)
    • Grounding techniques (barefoot walking, holding a weighted object)

    This keeps the anger and grief from becoming stuck in your body.

    3. Allowing Space for Grief Without Getting Stuck

    It’s okay to grieve the child you once were—the one who needed what this child needs now. Let yourself feel it. Write it out. Speak to your younger self.

    But don’t let grief turn into despair. Balance it with:

    • Hope—You are breaking the cycle in your own family.
    • Compassion—You are feeling this deeply because you care.
    • Perspective—Every child’s story is still being written. This moment isn’t the end.

    4. Choosing Your Battles: Not Every Situation Needs Your Intervention

    When you see a child suffering, your instinct may be to do something, say something, fix it.

    But ask yourself:

    • Would saying something actually help right now—or just make me feel better?
    • Is this a moment for education—or for acceptance?
    • Is my energy better spent on my own child, my own healing?

    You don’t have to carry every injustice. Pick what’s within your power, and release the rest.

    Helping Without Creating Conflict: How to Gently Support the Parent and Child

    Now that you’ve worked through your own emotional response, the next challenge is how to actually help—without triggering defensiveness in the other parent.

    This is delicate, because direct confrontation rarely works when a parent is unknowingly acting out of fear. Instead, we need an approach that fosters curiosity, safety, and gradual shifts in perspective.

    1. Understanding Why This Parent Is Acting This Way

    The mother you’re observing is not acting out of cruelty—but out of fear. She believes:

    • If she comforts her child too much, they’ll become overly dependent.
    • If she lets them sleep in her bed, they’ll never be independent.
    • If she lets them avoid social situations, they’ll always struggle socially.

    Ironically, her approach is creating the very fears she’s trying to prevent—but she doesn’t see it yet.

    This is classic fearful-avoidant parenting:

    • They fear their child’s dependency, so they push them away—making the child more anxious.
    • They fear their child’s social struggles, so they force interactions—making the child resist socializing.

    She is trying to raise a strong, independent child—but because she never learned secure attachment herself, she is going about it in a way that backfires.

    Understanding this helps you approach her with compassion, not judgment.

    2. The Art of Gentle Influence: “What If?” Instead of “You Should”

    People rarely change when they feel criticized. Instead of saying, “What you’re doing is harmful,” try planting seeds of curiosity.

    Some ways to do this:

    • Share a personal story.
      • Instead of saying, “You shouldn’t sleep train,” you might say,
        “I used to think responding at night would make my baby clingy, but I noticed that when I stopped resisting it, he actually became more independent.”
    • Ask a curiosity-provoking question.
      • “Have you ever noticed how [child’s name] gets extra clingy after being left alone? It’s interesting how some kids react that way.”
    • Make an observation instead of a judgment.
      • “It’s so tough when kids get scared of social situations. I read that sometimes pushing them actually increases their fear. It’s counterintuitive, isn’t it?”

    These small moments can spark internal reflection without triggering defensiveness.

    3. Strengthening the Child’s Resilience in Subtle Ways

    Even if you can’t change the parent, you can be a secure presence for the child.

    • Validate their emotions when they’re upset: “It’s okay to feel scared. You don’t have to rush.”
    • Give them space to initiate social interactions rather than forcing them.
    • Model warmth and responsiveness so they experience safety in another adult relationship.

    You may not be able to change their home environment—but every moment of attuned connection helps shape their nervous system.

    4. Accepting What’s Not in Your Control

    It’s painful to watch a child struggle in ways that could be prevented. But some things are beyond your power to fix.

    Instead of focusing on what you can’t change, ask:

    • What’s the best way I can support this child, even in small ways?
    • How can I model a secure presence, even if their parent doesn’t yet?
    • How can I release what I can’t control, without carrying resentment?

    Your calm, steady presence—both for yourself and for them—is more powerful than you think.

    Practical Exercises: Regulating Yourself, Engaging the Parent, and Supporting the Child

    Now that we’ve explored the psychology behind these dynamics, let’s turn theory into action. These practical exerciseswill help you:

    • Regulate your own emotional response.
    • Engage the parent in a way that fosters openness, not defensiveness.
    • Support the child in subtle but meaningful ways.

    1. Regulating Your Own Emotions: Self-Compassion & Releasing the Grip of Helplessness

    Watching a child struggle when you know things could be different is painful. Before you act, it’s crucial to process your own emotions first.

    Exercise: The “Compassionate Witness” Practice

    Goal: Acknowledge and release your frustration so it doesn’t fuel reactive behavior.

    1. Find a quiet space and take a few deep breaths.
    2. Imagine yourself observing this situation from a calm, compassionate perspective.
    3. Ask yourself:
      • What am I feeling right now? (Helplessness, frustration, grief, anger?)
      • Where do I feel this in my body?
      • If this emotion could speak, what would it say?
    4. Now, shift perspective:
      • Imagine an older, wiser version of yourself gently comforting the part of you that feels this pain.
      • Offer yourself words of understanding, e.g., “It’s hard to witness this. You care deeply, and that’s why this hurts.”
    5. Finally, take three slow breaths and release the emotional intensity, reminding yourself:
      • I don’t have to fix everything. Small acts of care make a difference.

    By acknowledging and releasing your own distress first, you can engage from a place of clarity rather than emotional reactivity.

    2. Engaging the Parent: Planting Seeds of Awareness

    Many parents in this situation are defensive—not because they don’t care, but because they’re afraid of “failing” as parents. Instead of confronting them directly, try curiosity-driven dialogue.

    Exercise: “The Gentle Mirror” Approach

    Goal: Help the parent notice the patterns without making them feel criticized.

    1. Observe the child’s behavior in a neutral moment.
      • Example: You see the child become extra clingy after being left alone.
    2. Mirror it back to the parent as an open-ended observation.
      • “I noticed [child’s name] gets extra attached after some alone time. It’s interesting how kids respond differently to that.”
    3. Leave space for the parent to respond.
      • If they engage, ask gentle follow-ups:
        • “Have you noticed that pattern too?”
        • “I read something fascinating about how independence develops differently than we expect—would you be interested?”
    4. If they shut down, back off—you’ve still planted a seed.

    By mirroring the child’s response in a neutral, non-judgmental way, you allow the parent to arrive at insights on their own—which is far more effective than direct correction.

    3. Supporting the Child: Creating Micro-Moments of Secure Attachment

    Even if you can’t change their home life, you can still provide a sense of safety and connection when you interact with them.

    Exercise: “Micro-Moments of Secure Attachment”

    Goal: Help the child experience small but meaningful moments of attunement.

    1. When the child is distressed, acknowledge their feelings rather than dismissing them.
      • Instead of “You’re fine, go play,” try “I see that you’re feeling unsure. You can take your time.”
    2. Allow them to warm up socially at their own pace.
      • Example: If they hesitate before joining a group, say “You can watch for a while, and when you’re ready, you can join.”
    3. Offer playful connection rather than pressure.
      • If they seem resistant to engaging with other kids, try joining them in play yourself first—this creates a bridge of safety.

    Every moment of attuned connection builds resilience in their nervous system, even if their home life isn’t ideal.

    Final Thoughts: Your Influence Is Greater Than You Think

    You may not be able to change this child’s home environment overnight, but your presence, compassion, and small interventions can make a real impact.

    Even if the parent never fully changes, even if the child’s attachment struggles persist—the safe, attuned interactions you offer them matter.

    Your role isn’t to control, fix, or force change. Your role is to be a steady, compassionate presence. That alone is powerful.

    Next Steps: A Free Guide for Navigating These Situations

    To help you feel more confident in these interactions, I’ve created a free downloadable guide:

    📌 “Supporting Secure Attachment Without Overstepping: A Practical Guide for Parents and Caregivers”

    Inside, you’ll find:
    ✅ Step-by-step scripts for engaging a parent without triggering defensiveness
    ✅ Practical exercises for regulating your own emotions when witnessing harmful dynamics
    ✅ A guide to recognizing the subtle signs of attachment distress
    ✅ Real-life case studies with solutions you can apply

    Download guide

    By equipping yourself with these tools, you can support children and parents alike with compassion, wisdom, and patience.

    Remember, every small, positive interaction counts towards creating a more secure and emotionally healthy future for the children in your life.

    References f:

    • Bowlby, J. (1988). A Secure Base: Parent-Child Attachment and Healthy Human Development. Basic Books.
    • Ainsworth, M. (1978). Patterns of Attachment: A Psychological Study of the Strange Situation. Hillsdale, NJ: Lawrence Erlbaum Associates.
    • Siegel, D. J., & Bryson, T. P. (2012). The Whole-Brain Child: 12 Revolutionary Strategies to Nurture Your Child’s Developing Mind. Delacorte Press.
    • Porges, S. W. (2011). The Polyvagal Theory: Neurophysiological Foundations of Emotions, Attachment, Communication, and Self-Regulation. W.W. Norton & Company.
    • Schore, A. N. (2001). The effects of early relational trauma on right brain development, affect regulation, and infant mental health. Infant Mental Health Journal, 22(1-2), 201-269.
    • Tronick, E. Z. (2007). The Neurobehavioral and Social-Emotional Development of Infants and Children. Norton.
    • Main, M., & Solomon, J. (1990). Procedures for identifying infants as disorganized/disoriented during the Ainsworth Strange Situation. In M. T. Greenberg, D. Cichetti, & E. M. Cummings (Eds.), Attachment in the preschool years: Theory, research, and intervention (pp. 121-160). University of Chicago Press.

  • The Electra Complex & the CEN Mother: When a Daughter’s Love Feels Like Rejection

    Introduction: When Your Daughter’s Love for Dad Feels Like a Loss

    For many mothers, their daughter’s growing attachment to her father is a normal, even sweet, phase of childhood. But for others—especially those who experienced Childhood Emotional Neglect (CEN)—this shift can feel like an unexpected emotional wound.

    You may notice your daughter:

    • Choosing Dad over you for everyday moments—she insists that he reads her bedtime story, helps her brush her teeth, or tucks her in at night.
    • Seeking his attention first—running past you to hug him after daycare or calling for him when she’s excited.
    • Being dismissive of your presence—saying “No, not you, Daddy do it!” when you try to help.
    • Becoming more physically affectionate with him—climbing onto his lap while barely acknowledging you.
    • Correcting you or defending him—siding with Dad in small disagreements and saying things like “Daddy is stronger” or “Daddy is better than you.”
    • Wanting him to do things even when you\’re available—she asks him to bring her a snack even when you’re sitting next to her, or calls for him to pick her up when she falls.
    • Expressing a desire to replace you—saying “I’m going to marry Daddy when I grow up” or “Go away, Mommy.”

    For a securely attached mother, these behaviors may feel bittersweet but not deeply distressing. She recognizes that it’s just a normal developmental phase, not a sign of rejection.

    However, for a mother who grew up feeling invisible, unwanted, or emotionally deprived, these moments can feel deeply painful—as if history is repeating itself.

    If you’ve ever thought:

    • “Why doesn’t she want me?”
    • “She loves him more than me.”
    • “Am I failing as a mother?”
    • “This reminds me of how I felt as a child—unimportant.”

    Then this article is for you.

    We’re going to explore:

    • What the Electra complex is and how it plays out in young girls.
    • Why it can be especially triggering for a mother with a history of emotional neglect.
    • The role of attachment, trauma, and unconscious parenting patterns.
    • How to navigate this phase without emotional withdrawal or self-blame.

    This isn’t just about understanding your daughter’s development—it’s about using this moment as an opportunity for your own healing, ensuring that your past doesn’t dictate your future relationship with your child.

    The Electra Complex: Understanding a Daughter’s Strong Attachment to Her Father

    The Electra complex, first described by Carl Jung as a counterpart to Freud’s Oedipus complex, refers to a phase in early childhood (typically between ages 3-6) when a little girl forms a particularly strong attachment to her father while simultaneously experiencing a degree of rivalry or emotional distancing from her mother.

    This phase is not universal, nor is it pathological—it’s a natural part of psychological development in which a child is exploring attachment, identity, and differentiation.

    Signs of the Electra Complex in Young Girls

    1. Increased preference for Dad

    • She asks for him first, insists that only he can help her get dressed, read her a bedtime story, or take her to the park.
    • She may refuse your help, even when he is unavailable, leading to meltdowns or frustration.

    2. Verbal expressions of love and exclusivity

    • She may say things like, “I love Daddy the most!” or “I’m going to marry Daddy when I grow up.”
    • If you tease her about her love for him, she might react strongly, seeing it as a challenge.

    3. Possessiveness over Dad

    • She might physically position herself between you and him, refusing to let you sit next to him on the couch.
    • She could become jealous if you and Dad are affectionate, pushing you away or interrupting your conversations.

    4. Mild rejection or rivalry toward Mom

    • She may correct or contradict you in favor of Dad (“Daddy says it’s not like that!”).
    • At times, she might imitate your behaviors in a critical or exaggerated way.
    • She may start to say things like “Go away, Mommy” or “Daddy is better at everything.”

    Why Does This Happen?

    • Developmental exploration – She is experimenting with different attachments and testing emotional boundaries.
    • Identity formation – She may be starting to understand gender roles and unconsciously sees you as a \”rival\” for Dad’s attention.
    • Emotional safety – If Dad is more playful, easygoing, or indulgent, she may naturally gravitate toward him during this phase.

    This preference usually fades naturally over time as the child integrates a more balanced sense of connection to both parents. However, if a mother has a history of childhood emotional neglect (CEN), this phase may feel far more painful than it actually is—not because of what’s happening now, but because of what it unconsciously brings up from her own past.

    Why This Feels Harder for a Mother with Childhood Emotional Neglect (CEN)

    For most mothers, this phase is a temporary and normal shift in attachment. However, if you grew up with emotional neglect, your response may be more intense and painful.

    How CEN Shapes a Mother’s Reaction to the Electra Complex

    1. Rejection Feels Familiar and Wounding

    • If your own parents were emotionally unavailable, distant, or rejecting, your daughter’s preference for Dad might feel like history repeating itself.
    • Even though her behavior is developmentally normal, your nervous system might interpret it as a deep wound.

    2. Unconscious Fear of Being “Not Enough”

    • Many CEN mothers struggle with self-worth and may think, \”If my own daughter doesn’t want me, maybe I really am unlovable.\”
    • This can lead to self-doubt, emotional withdrawal, or guilt-based overcompensation.

    3. Envy and Pain Toward the Partner

    • You might notice resentment toward your partner, even if he’s not doing anything wrong.
    • Seeing how easily your daughter connects with him may bring up grief over what you never had with your own parents.

    4. Difficulty Staying Emotionally Available

    • If you unconsciously shut down or pull away in response to feeling rejected, your daughter might sense your withdrawal and react with even more clinginess toward Dad.
    • This creates a cycle where your unprocessed wounds impact your ability to stay fully present.

    Signs That Your Own CEN History is Being Triggered

    • You feel disproportionately hurt by her choosing Dad over you.
    • You notice yourself emotionally shutting down or withdrawing when she rejects you.
    • You experience waves of resentment toward your partner, even when he’s being a good father.
    • You feel like a failure as a mother or wonder “Why doesn’t she love me?”
    • The experience brings up childhood memories of feeling invisible, unwanted, or less loved than a sibling/parent figure.

    This is not a personal failing—it’s an opportunity for self-awareness and healing. By understanding how CEN distorts your perception of attachment, you can consciously step out of old patterns and reframe the experience.

    Breaking the Cycle: How to Respond with Awareness

    Instead of reacting from a place of old wounds, try approaching this phase with intentional emotional regulation and connection.

    1. Recognize That It’s Not Personal

    • Your daughter’s behavior is not about rejecting you—it’s about her developmental need to explore attachment.
    • Remind yourself: “This is a phase, not a reflection of my worth as a mother.”

    2. Acknowledge and Soothe Your Inner Child

    • Ask yourself: “What does this remind me of from my own childhood?”
    • When you feel triggered, pause and practice self-compassion. You’re not reliving the past—you have the power to break the cycle.

    3. Stay Emotionally Present, Even When It’s Hard

    • If you feel like withdrawing, gently lean in instead.
    • Find small ways to connect without forcing it—a soft smile, a warm touch, an invitation to play.

    4. Strengthen Your Unique Bond with Your Daughter

    • Instead of competing for attention, nurture your connection in your own way.
    • Find special rituals that are just for the two of you (a bedtime song, a secret handshake, a baking tradition).

    5. Work on Your Own Healing

    • This phase can be a powerful mirror for your own emotional wounds.
    • Therapy (especially IFS, somatic work, or EMDR) can help you process and reframe these emotions.

    Healing Takes Time, But You Are Not Alone

    If this phase feels painful, triggering, or overwhelming, remember:

    • You are not failing as a mother.
    • Your past does not define your ability to create a new kind of relationship with your child.
    • Healing your own wounds will deepen your capacity for secure, joyful motherhood.

    Your daughter does love you—this is just a developmental passage. And as you heal your own childhood wounds, you’re giving her the greatest gift possible: a mother who shows up fully, despite her past.

    Recommended Books on Childhood Emotional Neglect (CEN) & Attachment

    • \”Running on Empty\” – Jonice Webb, PhD (Excellent for understanding CEN and its impact on parenting.)
    • \”The Body Keeps the Score\” – Bessel van der Kolk, MD (Explores how childhood emotional wounds shape the nervous system.)
    • \”Hold On to Your Kids\” – Gordon Neufeld & Gabor Maté (Discusses parent-child attachment and why parental presence is key.)
    • \”Mother Hunger\” – Kelly McDaniel (Addresses how maternal emotional neglect shapes a woman’s emotional world.)
    • \”Parenting from the Inside Out\” – Daniel J. Siegel & Mary Hartzell (Great for breaking generational emotional patterns.)

    (If you’re looking for books to help you through this journey, I’ve included Amazon affiliate links—but please support local bookstores or thrift shops when possible! If you were going to buy from Amazon anyway, I’d appreciate you using my link.)

    Therapy Approaches That Can Help

    If this phase is bringing up deep pain, consider working with a therapist trained in one of these approaches:

    1. Internal Family Systems (IFS) – Helps you identify wounded inner parts (like your \”neglected child\” self) and nurture them with self-compassion.
    2. Somatic Experiencing (SE) – Supports you in processing emotions stored in the body, particularly from early childhood.
    3. Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR) – Can help you work through past rejection or emotional neglect.
    4. Attachment-Based Therapy – Focuses on healing relationship wounds and building emotional security.

    Self-directed healing through journaling and mindfulness can also be deeply healing. This is why I’ve prepared a free downloadable worksheet with journaling prompts. I hope you’ll find it therapeutic:

    Download journaling worksheet for free

    Q&A: Common Concerns for CEN Mothers During This Phase

    Q: My daughter only wants her dad, and it breaks my heart. How do I cope?
    A: Remind yourself that this is a normal and temporary phase, not a reflection of your worth. Instead of forcing closeness, focus on staying emotionally available in small ways (gentle eye contact, playful interactions, simple acts of care).

    Q: I feel intense resentment toward my partner because of this. What can I do?
    A: Acknowledge that this isn’t really about him—it’s about the wounds this dynamic is triggering in you. Share your feelings vulnerably rather than with blame (“I’m noticing I feel left out, and I think it’s bringing up some old stuff for me.”). Seeking support through therapy or journaling can help.

    Q: How do I make sure I don’t withdraw from my daughter?
    A: Try leaning in with curiosity rather than fear. If she refuses your help, you can still stay present—sit nearby, offer a warm smile, or show up in ways that feel non-threatening. Small, consistent moments of connection matter more than big gestures.

    Q: What if my daughter’s preference for Dad never goes away?
    A: Over time, children develop a more balanced attachment to both parents. Your unique bond will unfold naturally if you keep showing up with warmth and consistency. If the preference persists, it may be helpful to explore whether there are dynamics at play in the family system (e.g., different parenting styles, subtle emotional distance).

    Conclusion: A Message for CEN Mothers

    If this phase is triggering deep pain, you are not alone. The discomfort you feel is not because you are failing as a mother—it’s because this experience is shining a light on your own unmet childhood needs. This is hard, but it’s also an opportunity for healing.

    By becoming aware of your emotional triggers and choosing to respond differently, you are breaking a cycle that may have lasted for generations. Your daughter doesn’t need you to be perfect—she just needs you to keep showing up, even in your imperfection.

    You are doing better than you think. And most importantly—your daughter does love you.

    If you currently feel lost and overwhelmed, read about The Unexpected Challenges of Motherhood: A Dark Night of the Soul (and how to eventually emerge from it!)

    Find yourself grieving the loss of your pre-motherhood self? Check out the following guide guide for a deep dive into the maiden to mother transition.

    Share your experience!

    Parenting through the lens of childhood emotional neglect can be deeply complex, especially when faced with your child’s intense need for connection. Have you ever struggled with feelings of inadequacy or emotional distance in moments like these? Share your thoughts, experiences, or insights in the comments below—your story might help another parent feel less alone.